earned the prize

After 4 months of rest, I came back to my workplace for living again. 

"What have I earned from this break?" 

I feel more confident than ever even though I didn't work or get any skills. It brought me think that I had a chance to hear my inside and got known that 'confidence' is given not from outside but your inside. Heading to Ubud, Bali, Indonesia as soon as the project which my team called the worst hell was done was my best choice to do in that moment. I did practiced yoga everyday and got sweat from my body and my ruined mind as well. I couldn't help but letting my pain goes. 

Once I was sweating during yoging, one thing came to my mind that 
I am very lucky girl being here to do yoga, being loved from those who I love and having ultimate opportunity to do anything if i want to,
and of course, no one can hurt me or annoy me if I do not allow, only except myself, 
lastly, I do happily accept and be satisfied with my days and myself who I am, even though I am freak, exotic, unusual and even odd. 

I spent 1/4, 2019 with my peace and relax, easy way to speak is not working for a corp. 
I don't regret even a little bit for my rest or my career pause. I am so fulfilled with my energy and inner peace. 

It definitely helps me drive all the way for my next 5 years heading to career success again. When I reach 35 or 40 years old, I know I become the one who goes to college for lecturing. 

hope to see you checking your bucketlist done.